Recently because I'm trying very hard to not do my readings, I started reading my old blog on my livejournal and blogger. Really don't know what I was thinking last time. I totally sound like a crazy kid.. Well, it also reminds me of the happy memories that I had in my secondary school. Looks like I really hated JC cause there wasn't really any post. Except a few in my Livejournal haha! Can't believe that I'm already in kpop for like what 5 years? Jumping ship from A Shawol to ELF in less than 3 months haha! The blog post about mahjong playing with my grandmother :'( I really missed her so much. It's been 2 years that she left us.. It still bring tears to my eyes whenever I think of her. I know this is kinda sad & bad but I'm kind of used to being alone in University alr LOL. I mean even though I really don't like it, but I've learnt to live with this loneliness. I mean if people want to judge me than let them be. Since I can really be a loner at times LOL Sorry guys I'm really socially awkward.. Something is seriously wrong with me. I guess I'm really the kind of people that make friends super slowly. I can only be close with people that have gone through thick and thin with me. Cause I feel that I really kind of drifted apart with some closed friends recently. Seriously, why can't I just start doing my readings.. There is so much assignment due next week and I'm still blogging here >.< It's going to be 12am soon I should be sleeping LOL (readings still not done) Hope I can meet some nice friends from KCIG? Muscles ache from dancing last Saturday finally recovered :) It's hard to update both my livejournal and blogger at the same time but maybe I'll post it alternately? Yep okay really time to sleep already :) Have a good rest everyone. (not looking forward to recess week cause there's just too much assignments due) P.S. If anyone is wondering what is that blank thing on my previous post. It was suppose to be a countdown timer but it's not working at all. Must be something wrong with the coding..

I have to write this so that i can remember it for life!!!!

Today is the release of our SYF result!!!!!
We reach UCC at around 1345?
Saw zhang lao shi and gao laoshi!!! And the mediacorp crew.
After we go to the toilet, we went into the hall!!
Feeling nervous already!!!
Gao laoshi ask me to record results for all schools
After a while they open the curtain and there was a table with the judges and two emcees.
Heart beat increases~~~

All the opening speech and the judges giving comments of all the dances. Feeling so bored like super bored. Than one of the judges read out names of dances and i heard 鼓舞飞扬... 让人眼前一亮! Than I woke up too. They even had a student sharing session. Gao laoshi keep gesturing us to go up to talk. Just when yingru wanted to go, they said last two so we didn't talk. After about one hour plus of talking they are announcing the award!!

The person said we are going to announce in performance order. Heat beats increase like mad and stayed there. The emcees was like Number 1 Yuying secondary school yu ying zhong xue silver yin. I was like writing a S hands shaking. So nervous!!!! Than number 2 yuan ching secondary school Chinese name silver yin. Writing S with hand shaking even more. Heart beating like mad!!! I was like die already. Than number 3 Yishun town secondary school yi dao zhong xue. (DIE DIE) GOLD..................... WITH HONOUR SCREAM!!!!!! (by others i was writing GWH on the paper) We didn't even heard rong yu jin. Tears was flowing while i record the results of other school. Veron helped me wipe my tears away :)

The feeling when they announce the result was like priceless~~~~~~~~~~~~


On the bus we are like planning how to bluff the juniors. This is so epic we discuss the whole bus ride but no conclusion. HAHA. So we mixed all different methods together. We were quiet for a few minutes on the bus to change our mood. Some went to put eye drop haha!!

When we reached school, we saw cheralyn and zoe. So teachers plus us act like we were super sad. Actually they wanted to talk to us but they walked away. HAHA!!! Later we went to the staff lounge to rehearse everything~ Even the sound man said our acting was JANG!! professional. We saw teachers like mdm saudah and mdm ho congratulated us. I was like do i smile or not haha.

The teachers, me and veron went into the room. Teacher was saying things like the important things is the 10 months of training blah blah. As teacher was talking, me and veron cried some juniors was also crying already. Teacher said i will let the sec 4 to announce the result. Each person carry a card. No, Bronze, No, Gold, with honour, No, Paused. Veron and me started talking by this time almost everyone was crying. As me and veron talk, more people started crying. Than Isabelle came in with WAY. So it means No, Bronze, No, Gold, with honour, No,WAY! It means there is no way we don't get GWH :) :)

After isabelle came in with the way, everyone was stun and they didn't get it. Until we said 骗你们的！ Everyone cried more. I cried more too!!

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

I am super duper sure that miracle would not happen now.

I really really don't want SJ oppa to be sad. Too much things has happened.

I should be happy that they are coming to Singapore finally. But I had never ever imagine it would be like this! Why must it be like this? Why can't it be like a normal fanmeeting?

800 pairs of invites given to SJ Galaxy showcase for buying Samsung Galaxy. But do you now how to get it? You have to write that you are interested than purchase on the internet when it is released.

People buying this phone should not be ELF. How old are we? Why must they do such things?
I had a bad feeling that this will be the first performance that SJ didn't see the sapphire blue sea, a performance without fan-chants. First time here and they are going to get all this bad impression. There can be many solutions. Asking people that go to the performance to at least help to wave a sapphire blue light-sticks. At least there is a sapphire blue sea and SJ oppa would not be so sad.

Why am i crying so hard now?

There is just too much blow today. I just broke down.

We can trend on twitter and pray that they saw. Let them understand why. Go to the Airport to see them and write message.

I wish that there would not be a black-hearted person trying to sell the tickets at super high price to ELF just to earn money. Maybe older E.L.F that follow them since 2005 can purchase the phone online and support them. Since they are older and are working already.

I H8 A math!!!!
I dun understand what ah ma is saying!!!!!!!
Super confused >.<
Physic. That old auntie became better. but still.......

Chem test.. Epic fail~~

They only thing that is going smooth is.....
Dance!!
I think juniors are __________ (fill in yourself)
Dance camp this year will be daebak!!!!


Looking forward to SHINee 13 march!!
Super Show 2 @ malaysia 20 march
SuJu 4th album!!
I miss our Kangin and Kibum.
Hankyung, E.L.F will wait for your good news ^.^

When I was watching Super Junior's performance at WBC Welfare Sharing Concert on Christmas eve. I feel very very sad. I don't know why, there just this sad feelings coming out. The stage feels so empty without 4 members. Technically is 3, Kibum is busy. But It just feels empty. I know 9 people is a lot already. There was lesser members at the MELON AWARD(bias). It get even sadder when Kyuhyun came out alone when there was supposed to be 3 person. Kyuhyun is suppose to come out with Kangin and Hankyung. (Thats in Sorry Sorry) Somehow I missed Kangin's voice.

The links to the performance.
Part 1
Part 2

Yesterday, Super Junior performs Sorry Sorry on KBS Music Bank, The same feelings came back. The stage looks so empty. I am quite used to the 13 members performing on Music Bank stage. So, it feels empty with 9 members on it. Well it is like SNSD's performance. (9 members)

The link to the performance
Sorry Sorry remix

I missed the other 4 members!!!
Hoped to see the 13 of them performing together again!!!

Okay, after hearing what my sister said, I will believe in our Hankyung.

Some points that me sister and I thought about.....

1.Because Hankyung's korean not that good so maybe the lawyer doesn't know what he really wants.
2.ANW, Hankyung would not be greedy. He donated almost all his money to the Sichuan Earthquake people!!!!
3.From Kyuhyun's cyworld, we know that the other Super Junior members did not know about the thing till the news broke out.


BTW, Please learn to not believe the legal representatives. Don't scare yourself!

Interview with Hankyung’s legal representatives
One of the question is :

Does Hankyung want to continue as Super Junior or does he want out?
"We don't know. Nothing has been decided in terms of Super Junior."

This sentence freak me out! When I first read it, I thought Hankyung doesn't want Super Junior anymore. But than again, Hankyung's Korean is not that good.

Anyway Hankyung is in China now and I read an article that he was in the hospital recently. Poor Hankyung, after seeing the photo......................

Hope that SM and Hankyung can come out with an agreement. Because Super Junior, E.L.F and SM needs Hankyung!!!!

From me sis: "We should be happy for a day. It might not be bad news."