Recently because I'm trying very hard to not do my readings, I started reading my old blog on my livejournal and blogger. Really don't know what I was thinking last time. I totally sound like a crazy kid.. Well, it also reminds me of the happy memories that I had in my secondary school. Looks like I really hated JC cause there wasn't really any post. Except a few in my Livejournal haha! Can't believe that I'm already in kpop for like what 5 years? Jumping ship from A Shawol to ELF in less than 3 months haha! The blog post about mahjong playing with my grandmother :'( I really missed her so much. It's been 2 years that she left us.. It still bring tears to my eyes whenever I think of her. I know this is kinda sad & bad but I'm kind of used to being alone in University alr LOL. I mean even though I really don't like it, but I've learnt to live with this loneliness. I mean if people want to judge me than let them be. Since I can really be a loner at times LOL Sorry guys I'm really socially awkward.. Something is seriously wrong with me. I guess I'm really the kind of people that make friends super slowly. I can only be close with people that have gone through thick and thin with me. Cause I feel that I really kind of drifted apart with some closed friends recently. Seriously, why can't I just start doing my readings.. There is so much assignment due next week and I'm still blogging here >.< It's going to be 12am soon I should be sleeping LOL (readings still not done) Hope I can meet some nice friends from KCIG? Muscles ache from dancing last Saturday finally recovered :) It's hard to update both my livejournal and blogger at the same time but maybe I'll post it alternately? Yep okay really time to sleep already :) Have a good rest everyone. (not looking forward to recess week cause there's just too much assignments due) P.S. If anyone is wondering what is that blank thing on my previous post. It was suppose to be a countdown timer but it's not working at all. Must be something wrong with the coding..